June 4, 2015

That crushing dark feeling is so heavy sometimes….

like you have been put into a bag with a heavy rock and hurled out to sea.

Searching others gazes for some sign of light or a reaching hand to pull you up seems like a constant endeavor.

It’s not in my nature to be negative.

I usually enduce vomiting from my cheerfulness.

I have actually had co-worker want to punch me because I skipped into the room with a lilt in my voice.

But lately….

I am hoping the following quote is my happy ending.

 

“Life is like photography. You need the negatives to develop.” ~Unknown